Emptiness

Am I doing anything right??? Well I´m not sure… Everything I do feels wrong every time, all the time…. The feelings I have in my mind, soul and heart is in the dark spawns territory so even the Dead man himself is scared of them… The days this week is hasen´t been on a bed of roses thats for sure….

A friend of mine called me up last night aswell… she was a little worried `cause my blog updates… she asked me if I have up the hope… And actully I do have been giving it up…. Doesnt feel that I have anything to live for… Not anymore anyway… Oh well… Doesn´t care anymore if I die or live… time to go!

Bye for now